well it happens..
i'm guessing it's an unavoidable byproduct of the modern world. we start wanting so many things, and some of which when we can't get, just makes you frustrated because things get out of our control. we become slaves of what we want and i'm guessing that's what's making me feel like shit.
on another note.. you've heard of 'middle-child/only-child/etc syndrome' right? lately i've come to realized that being the youngest of the 2 children in my family, everybody lets me win. nobody demands that i do the dishes (though i volunteer to do it once in a few weeks.. hey my bro does it once a year! it's ok he wouldn't read this anyway). and in my church everybody's diplomatic and nice when it comes to reprimanding people.
and i think that explains the difficulty i have in accepting others' opinions. there is one way though. i just tell myself 'ok i don't give a shit about this' then i'll agree with anything. i feel so guilty for the times when marc and kenneth and the lan gang so readily agreed with i jio-ed them for lan. but everytime they jio me i always cannot make it. it's things like that. i guess it's never too late to start deconstruction works..
anyway i know this video is so old, but if u haven't seen it, check this funny shit!
i'm guessing it's an unavoidable byproduct of the modern world. we start wanting so many things, and some of which when we can't get, just makes you frustrated because things get out of our control. we become slaves of what we want and i'm guessing that's what's making me feel like shit.
on another note.. you've heard of 'middle-child/only-child/etc syndrome' right? lately i've come to realized that being the youngest of the 2 children in my family, everybody lets me win. nobody demands that i do the dishes (though i volunteer to do it once in a few weeks.. hey my bro does it once a year! it's ok he wouldn't read this anyway). and in my church everybody's diplomatic and nice when it comes to reprimanding people.
and i think that explains the difficulty i have in accepting others' opinions. there is one way though. i just tell myself 'ok i don't give a shit about this' then i'll agree with anything. i feel so guilty for the times when marc and kenneth and the lan gang so readily agreed with i jio-ed them for lan. but everytime they jio me i always cannot make it. it's things like that. i guess it's never too late to start deconstruction works..
anyway i know this video is so old, but if u haven't seen it, check this funny shit!
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HAHA, I KILL YOU!
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