Tuesday, November 6, 2007

the buzzZZzzzZZzz of life

Greetings everyone.

I'm currently having withdrawal symptoms from not being able to find The Return Of The King, being the third part of LOTR. So I've been forced to read The Hobbit, which is also as good as LOTR when it comes to showing the reader the Middle Earth's wonders personified and walking the reader through the plains of the world after the Elder Days (i.e. New Zealand, if they do make The Hobbit into a movie). That's still ok, but after searching out 3 libraries (including the national library) I have now in my bag Tales from the Perilous World and Sir Gawain and the Green Knight Pearl Sir Orfeo. I haven't started on the second, and the first compared to LOTR is similiar to Roald Dahl's short stories compared to his classics, just less random.

Got scolded in band practice today for not being able to keep crotchets on the bass drum. Then got scolded during big band practice for not being able to read tow gay fast enough.In fact, it's not even fast. It's just plain slow. It's days like that that brings me back to reality. A little less confidence to steer me to not think too highly of myself. That I guess could be a good thing. Some sort of a reality check. But I can assure you it's not motivation I feel.

and life is getting boring. anybody got any interesting websites to introduce? maybe i should go check out the matrix philosophy webbie dawn intro-ed me.

AND I NEED SLEEP. i think i get a total of about 7 hours of sleep everyday. but i just can't help but knock out within 5 minutes of sitting still (especially on rocky bus rides) and when i don't knock out i'll be half asleep as sometimes I make links in my head that don't make sense. AT ALL. i could be sitting at the desk thinking about how I'm gonna spend christmas, and my trend of thought could slowly but steadily steer towards how gandalf is planning to eat lunch at the cookhouse after raiding my bunk. i swear i'm not making this up.

i thank God life is still good

i hope the same goes for you all faithful readers. even if it's not, don't look on the down side. what has happened can't be undone, so we can all make ourselves feel better by not dwelling in feeling lousy and stupid for our mistakes/mishaps. Tomorrow can be a better day.

peace y'all
david

No comments: